A friend asked me how I was doing, and that’s all I could say. “I think I’m okay.”
I hadn’t thought about it. Work has been keeping me busy, and the future is a moving target that I don’t believe I can ever pin down at this point. I’ve landed on trusting the day will lead me toward whatever future is in store for me.
I know what I’d like the end to look like. I’ve thought about that a lot. But the journey between today and that moment? Who knows. I had no idea that 2020 was going to be what it was. I can’t say with any assurance that I know what tomorrow will bring. So I resolve to trust what I trust, and let the journey unfold.
So if you ask me if I’m okay, you’ll probably be able to tell. I’ll be honestly responding based on the work I’m doing in that moment, on that day. Anything more than that will have to wait until tomorrow.